Would you be my 59th?

58cigars @ 2009-12-16T23:41:00

2009-12-16T15:41:55Z

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AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

Lovvit everybody should watch, I ttly underestimated it

I love my family (which includes my bf, definitely :))

58cigars @ 2009-12-13T12:55:00

2009-12-13T04:55:54Z

I am waiting.. waiting for gf to wake up :(

Yesterday I wanted to buy a pair of jeans, I pranced around town to scout for a perfect pair of jeans, but guess what. The smallest size can't fit me. Anybody knows where to get like super small jeans, prolly size 22/23? D:

Yesterday I queued a damn long queue at newlook, but I guess I bagged a good buy, I just hope nobody else has it! (But I think that'll be very, unlikely)

Today my eye is spotting a growth, I hope it doesn't explode, at least not now.. not today......

I am happy but happiness is short-lived, my only wish for xmas this year is that people I love don't leave...

58cigars @ 2009-12-11T22:50:00

2009-12-11T14:50:49Z

Today I went to sgardens for lunch and ate a famous duck rice which didn't taste famous to me, and had a nice cup of soyamilk which is probably the best I ever tasted

Today I went to joy doggies and I patted a ckc puppy which is sooooo tiny and cute but too bad it is not gna be my abby cus it's a boy!

Today I wanted to rent a dvd from videoezy but it was, expensive?

Today I wanted to microwave popcorn but they only come in salted, unsalted, buttered, original, where did the caramel go? :(

Today I wanted to watch aliens in the attic with my big tv, but I couldn't get the dvd to play on the big tv, so I watched it on the small tv. Then I wanted to on the aircon, I closed all the doors and windows, but it annoyingly did not want to work, so yada I laid flat on my sofa like a, sunbed?

Today I went to salvation army and I bought a weighing scale for my baking hoohaas for 3.5$, 30% off, how much cheaper can hand-me-downs be?

Today I had chicken chop for dinner, yums

Today I weigh at 34.8kg

Today my boyfriend finally bought his fishtank

Today I am, so bored.

58cigars @ 2009-12-09T23:09:00

2009-12-09T15:09:46Z

I always say I have no clothes to wear
But truth is

I bought 2 tops which are exactly the same, which means they are clones = identical = what's the point = i am wasting my own money = am i so stupid

Those 2 new tops are too big for me aka wtf???????????????? = wtf i am stupid???????

I ordered 2 pairs of shoes, shipping was a freaking 14USD BOMB KABOOMBOMB but I realised I dont like them at all = I wont wear them at all = Was I just ordering them for fun = my impulse buys are running my bank dry wtfffffffffffffffff seriously???????????????????????

Yawn

58cigars @ 2009-12-05T11:34:00

2009-12-05T03:34:49Z

Mired in a state of poverty... I couldn't help but think of cheaper ways to enjoy the rest of my december.

Right now, I feel like taking a bus all the way to the other end of singapore, visit farmart and hug every cute puppy I see... then pop by the park to enjoy the evening breeze. Maybe if there were mountains here, I wanna pitch a tent above the sea and run my fingers through the clouds. If there were even waters that were crystal clear, I wanna snorkle through the waves and soak in the wonders of nature.

The past few days were busy and very, materialistic. But I guess I finally got to enjoy the spirits of my lovely class, I dont know if anybody else felt the same way as I did, but I truly did feel that we are one big family :) Thank you for not laughing at me when I fell on my ass in the middle of the night... Thank you for not shunning away from me despite my cold sore... Thank you for being ever supportive and full of shit ideas throughout these 2 years. Luv my 08s78!!!! :D

58cigars @ 2009-12-01T18:06:00

2009-12-01T10:06:39Z

Why am I not surprised that I'm so fucking addicted to online shopping >(

I wanna eat tempura don

58cigars @ 2009-11-30T17:32:00

2009-11-30T09:32:50Z

OK, world, sad world.
I have a weird growth on my mouth, it looks really ugly but most importantly, it hurts/itch like shit, I hope it goes away soon

What if I have mouth cancer??? LIKE, firstly; one copy of apc gene is mutated; which leads to partial escape from cell cycle control; secondly; gain of function of ras protooncogene into oncogene; which leads to cell division in absence of growth factors; thirdly; both copies dcc gene mutated; loss of cell adhesion, which leads to villi-like growth; fourthly; loss of function of p53 tsg; failure to arrest cell division despite damages in dna; omgwhattttttttheheckkkkk????

I bet I got all the facts wrong, but huh what oh ya bio mcq on thurs!!! I can learn to spell, hematopoietic as haemotophoenitic, bahaha goodbye i gonna brush my teeth and hope my tumour goes away (oh ya it could possibly be lifern's wart, but warttheheck????)

58cigars @ 2009-11-25T19:41:00

2009-11-25T11:41:42Z

Two days into partial freedom and I am BROKE
WTFSHAISFNJ maybe I am not rich to start with

58cigars @ 2009-11-24T11:06:00

2009-11-24T03:06:46Z

I AM SO FUCKING UPSET

58cigars @ 2009-11-14T16:29:00

2009-11-14T08:29:06Z

I
Am
CURRENTLY

Tryna spot questions for econs. Well, I have never managed to spot a single qn for the exams in my entire life (maybe, except for prelim the ksp qn if you'd kindly count in that) so I dont see how it'll work. But nonetheless, I am feeling butterflies in my tummy RIGHT NOW I dont even know why, maybe this is an omen, an omen to tell me that everything's NOT gonna be okay >(

I wonder why I didn't take tuition I think I need it more than anybody else cuz I'm the most clueless person on earth now ?.?

Alright, hungryhungryhungry for MASS ACCUMULATION (aka material weatlh plz come to me) I wanna blackberry, macbook, maybe dslr if i am stupid enough, diana lomo gonna get it if there is 30% off ABOVE sale price IDONTCAREIAMAMISER, gonna apply for debit so i can shop at ebayf21asosffomfgamibroke, pls dont say I am being an anus now because right now, I am like a hermit w a stupid fatscreen computer and a fat phone which looks exactly like a camera (that my father had to ask since why did i have two camera kthx) then lotsa clothes I NEED CLOTHES if you'd ask I am wearing............ the same set of bra since the start of the year (uh, kidding

ALL THE WAY I SEE LIBERATION LOOMING

58cigars @ 2009-10-21T23:19:00

2009-10-21T15:22:56Z

I am the queen today everybody pls go buy 4d 15450329, 8C4*4!=1680

58cigars @ 2009-10-10T02:28:00

2009-10-09T18:31:51Z

I think I'm starting to worry about my dear friend........

SIMCHAIPING/CHAIPINGSIM/CHIPPYSIM/SIPPYSIM/CHIPPYCHAIP/CHAIP
can you seriously just return my message wherever you are whatever you're doing I know i'm not impt but just let me know you're ok, pls, ok?

58cigars @ 2009-10-01T17:40:00

2009-10-01T09:56:58Z

Thank god this week is ending
I've been miserably accumulating bad luck, guess what happened to me

On DAY ONE of my week (wednesday) I had to take a bus to school cus sch starts late. I was almost LOST because I didn't know how to go to school, but thank god there was a hc girl on the bus so I followed her otherwise I'd have totally lost my way

On DAY TWO of my week, I decided to take another bus, so I went to another bus stop, then on the overhead bridge I saw the bus coming so I RAN FOR IT. Ya you guessed it, I was running towards the wrong bus stop. So the bus never stopped for me. My usual 45min trip to school was doubled because half of the time I was looking for the right bus at the right bus stop

On DAY THREE of my week, I decided to act smart again and alight at the last minute at the stop before my sch cus there was a freaking jam. Yayaya, the bus door closed on me, like it literally closed on my nose. Oh right. ALL RIGHT. On my way home, I flagged for a FULL BUS (ie nanyang girls armpits almost spilling out of the doors) AND THE BUS STILL STOPPED FOR ME, EXPECTING ME TO BOARD IT WHEN I JUST CANNOT. So EMBARRASSING. I bet the ny girls must be thinking i'm WEIRD. I finally got only a comfy bus but guess what, A SMELLY OLD WOMAN CAME TO SIT NEXT TO ME. She was really reeking of shit smell, Ok not shit smell but maybe FART smell so it's bad cus sometimes you smell it and sometimes you dont, and when you dont and you decide to take a nice fresh breath, you smell it again. OMG. And she was totally sleeping onto me, which is like, f you

Everybody just had to ask me when i'm so sad. Even the security guard had to ask me why am i so upset. Alright, prolly I was walking out of sch alone, but that's not the point, why am i so upset?

Because of expectations. Expectations really drown you in sorrows, I wish I was born without expectations then maybe I'll just watch grey's anatomy, love my boyfriend unconditionally, dont expect him not to play court and spend time with me, dont expect him to pass math, dont expect myself to do better than him at gp (ya it's like china vs britain well done), dont expect spca to smell good, dont expect spca to be just outside bartley mrt station so that I'll just take 135 forever and have a nice 20min walk to spca and then regret like shit, don't expect my lips to be dry so I wont have to lick it all the time, dont expect everyone to be nice so I'll just love everyone the way they are, dont expect poeple to reply my emails, dont expect a scholarship, dont expect myself to do well in anything everything at all

Sometimes you just have to love the people, love your people, and they will love you back in return.

But sometimes, it is just so hard to love because your life sucks and you can't help but take it out on them

58cigars @ 2009-09-26T12:38:00

2009-09-26T04:51:07Z

I havent:
Shopped
Bought a thing
Received sth that I bought online (i.e. they permanently got LOST)
Went for facial
Went for pedi/mani
Veet my legs (not that they'll be any nicer if I did)
Swam
Ran
Read a book (not even your fav time mag)
Sold something
Washed my quilt (it's gross but I still sleep in it)
in ages.

But I have been:
Watching grey's (in fact i'm done w season 5 couch potato)
Going through this: school, home, reading room, home, school
Wearing the same shorts (see i told u i haven't shopped in ages)
Stuck with the same wadrobe since january 2008 (ohmy juz kidding)
Thinking, thinking, thinking................

I want to:
Buy a padded blazer (i know i know.........)
Buy shoes
Sleep
Go for ear candling (i rly need this )
Go for waxing~~~~~
Facial :(
Buy
Shop
Buy
Shop
Spend money
Eat at jewel box

I'll like life better if I had studied harder/will study hard/will study smart and do well/bought something yesterday/look better and not so sluggish/not grow fat forever and stay this way, the way yesterday got by wasn't as bad as the rest of the week and I hope I will not screw up my life again (i've no idea what's this all about but i am............. not unhappy

58cigars @ 2009-09-20T09:59:00

2009-09-20T02:00:27Z

34.5
I keep losing weight I think I'm gonna die..........................

58cigars @ 2009-09-06T15:59:00

2009-09-06T08:01:31Z

I think my ambition is to be a dermatologist becuz i can still be a resident yet it's not as stressful as being a surgical resident, so deal? Then i can treat my pathetic skin as well for free woohoo

58cigars @ 2009-08-15T22:18:00

2009-08-15T14:27:03Z

Recently I have this hugehugehuge yearning to drive. I want to learn driving. I WANT TO LEARN DRIVING. I want to drive. I WANT TO DRIVE.
Been seeing too many people of my age drive, seriously ._,

Anyway, too busy for good! I still have 2 bio tutorials, bio rev package, 2 econs essay, 1 econs case study, and the gppp to do.... and I'm left with 1 day for the weekend

I think I wanna have kids in future, because they are such angels, but why are they made so fragile, why can't human beings be born stronger

I wish everyone was healthy enough to battle life and emerge as survivors

58cigars @ 2009-08-08T23:26:00

2009-08-08T15:35:08Z

Am an extremely happy girl tonight becuz I

Watched WANTED on hbo (luvvit)
Bought a topshop skirt, and topshop undies
Had bbq
Met my cca pple after damn long
Spent my 17 monthsary with my other half

Enough said, if life was like this everyday I'll be more than satisfied.

58cigars @ 2009-08-05T22:11:00

2009-08-05T14:25:01Z

I'm having a day from hell, it wasn't going so well

Anyway, school's like, pretty mundane, but I'm totally in love with the thing about having no ccas after school. I dont care how politically incorrect that sounds, but I LOVE to go home once lessons end becuz I can SLEEP and still have time to watch.. THE PRICE IS RIGHT! Woohooooo

I'm finding myself a little too free of late (I hope GOD hears this and assigns me lots of work next week), becuz I keep doing my work in advance, now I got no more work to do! AM I CRAZY??? Okay yea, then I should be revising right. But shit man, I read bio like bible every night, am I supposed to read econs like a storybook in the day too????????? Or like, do chem like a crossword puzzle on the bus, mmm

I'm a loser i just wanna watch people get married that's my ambition

I'm so, so tired of making mistakes in life

2009-07-28T11:59:04Z

I can't please everyone
Things to do things to do things to do things to do:
Bio Apps II revision + tutorial
TE tutorial
Econs PCUBE case study (i'm clueless about econs......)
Mathmathmath idk what about math
GP info cramming

Just everything in general

I wish my whole life revolves around math, things will be so much easier

Let the truth sting

2009-07-18T03:25:59Z

Okay so, I realised my blocks results is..... bittersweet. I dont know. I got a D for bio, even though many of you would have already realised that it's considered relatively lousy in my class cus most of them either get a B or C, but to me, D's good cus I totally blanked out during the test and I couldn't answer most of the questions. Maybe I am burnt out, or I... didn't study top10 :P Okay I got a C for math, which is stupid, pure stupid, stupid, stupid, I am capable of doing so much better I was just too lazy to think. Well, B for chemistry, my best subject so far, I'm so much closer to my A I guess :>

I just hope I dont screw up my econs, but I already did, so. Or I just hope my gp improves, then everything will be ok.

3 more months to A's, I'm studying, yes I am. Am I?

I superdupertriple hate who I was yesterday I hate yesterday but I will be better

58cigars @ 2009-07-15T23:58:00

2009-07-15T15:59:12Z

i'm fucking broke i'm left with 30 bucks in my bank when i did not buy a fucking lame thing over this hols this is lame this is damn lame

i'm gonna rob a bank tmrw

58cigars @ 2009-07-12T22:44:00

2009-07-12T14:53:31Z

I hate birthdays, I hate being 18, but I just wish everyday was as special as my birthday, so I don't have to go through the hype of celebrating a birthday, I think I'm being greedy, but who cares if I'm being greedy, I dont have that much cip hours and achievements to get me a scholarship, so I'm not being greedy, becuz I dont use other people's money to get my way through university, but I am being greedy becuz at the end of the day I'll be using my parents' money to eat sleep drink and study, but that's not all about finishing your education in singapore fullstop.

Well, I hate Singapore. And how it has shaped me throughout these 18 years.

Whatever it is, thank you mommy daddy sissy bfang friends and loved ones for wishing me happy birthday

I can't believe singapore is making me go to school, even on my birthday

So what if I'm 18. Does it mean I can marry w/o parental consent? Does it mean that I can go to college pregnant (that is, if I want to be a mother now)? Does it mean that I can go home at 6am on weekends? Does it mean that I can stop memorizing all the bio facts? Does it mean that grades are no longer AS important as other aspects of my life, like finally after 18 years of lame education? Does it mean that I can go to work? Does it mean I am ready to start my career, so I have more time to earn money than spend money?

What is being 18 about

Oh my, anybody wants my pink pen

Goodnight

58cigars @ 2009-07-04T21:31:00

2009-07-04T13:34:49Z

Tdy I went for career fair and SHOPPING

The funniest thing was that we almost got a top for FREE becuz we accidentally walked out of zara with the unpaid top and the alarm did not go off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha but as very honest people, we gave it back to the shop and guess what karma returned we picked up a one dollar gold coin on the floor after that

Bought couple havaianas, and pretty tops from f21. Gogogo my shopping begins

And I'm turning 18 :(

58cigars @ 2009-06-25T09:40:00

2009-06-25T01:43:47Z

hiiiiiiiiiii i'm sick but can everybody suspect that I'm down with h1n1 so I can stay at home and not take blocks :D

I did some shopping, I bought my eyeliner YAY